Fact: I HATE getting so lean but of course love the look once I get there. There are a lot of things that many people can do in the world, but not that many can say they can shred like most competitors do. I can honestly tell you that after last year (this video is from September 2019) my body actually needs almost 2 years to recover 😅 . It's going through such a fight with me right now, my hormones are demanding more body fat and holding it there as much as possible. I honestly believe that a lot of competitors experience this - if they are natural. . Natural is still the best way though. It is the hardest but it's the most well earned and deserved. I wouldn't have it any other way ❤️ . Don't give up on your goals now! Stay strong 💪